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Aug. 31st, 2005 @ 11:02 pm wow this is so weird
Current Mood: contentcontent
Current Music: "Black Horse and A Cherry Tree"- KT Tunstall
hey everybody
i thought i'd update because, well...i can't sleep.
how weird this is.
anyway:
i'm back in England, missing the Taco Bell and Shaun who worked in Barnes and Nobles, who ALWAYS commented on my shirt, Smashing Pumpkins, renting out the movie Thirteen and singing in chorus.
starting college on monday, i'm doing Psycology, English Lit,Art, Art History and Maths.
Hooray.
i had my 17th last week and it was cool. cheers to all who wished me happy birthday.
and that's about it.
trying to get back over for Christmas time, to get my stuff.
and we're out.
speak to yins (hahaha i said "yins"...yes, i did, and i'm sweet like that)soon
hanna
x
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Jun. 9th, 2005 @ 03:30 pm ---
Current Mood: -
Current Music: -
i got a new livejournal:
hotel___paper
it's 3 underscores.
add me por favor
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May. 10th, 2005 @ 07:38 pm so i'll go, and i will not be back here again/i'm gone as the day os fading/on white houses
Current Mood: anxiousalone again, naturally
Current Music: "Promises"-The Cranberries
thank you all for the good times. see you in hell.
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May. 7th, 2005 @ 11:10 pm get struck by lightning/who here would feel it/who here could heal it/who here would try
Current Mood: anxiousalone again, naturally
Current Music: "Chemical Party"-Gavin DeGraw
um...jami thinks my ass-crack is too short, so i'm gonna go to the doctor i think.
i need to buy that plastic flamingo in Eckerd. that's what i want for my birthday.
ok
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May. 7th, 2005 @ 12:15 pm so i get outta bed, put on my shoes and in my head/go right back to the break-up
Current Mood: anxiousalone again, naturally
Current Music: "Since You Been Gone"-Rainbow
i just told alan this and he said i should put it in here:
so last night i was pumped. i was going to pay $8.50 to watch paris hilton be brutally murdered. so i went with katie, shay, justin and ty and we were all pumped. but we couldn't get in. BECAUSE SHAY LEFT HER FRICKIN' ID AT HOME. so we got tickets to another movie and we were just gonna walk in and yes, our luck, there were TWO ticket people standing outside and checking tickets, as well a COP. a cop that should have been going out busting criminals for the good of the american citizens. i was mad. so then me and katie went to walmart and found this movie 'Frogs!' with an exclamation point and everything. then ty walks in and says he bought a mouse. so when he's not looking i had to take it back, and then he was pissed because he didn't get his $2 back. then we rented 'texas chainsaw massacre' and watched it at katie's house. the man in the wheelchair died and we were all sad. darien and eric and chris came over and we watched 'sugar and spice'. "GET HER GRANDPA, GET HER". and tonight we're gonna do "house of wax:round two". hope you enjpyed reading this bro.
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May. 6th, 2005 @ 04:03 pm run away, run away/ is there anybody there?
Current Mood: anxiousalone again, naturally
Current Music: "Hollywood"-The Cranberries
another survey for you...

Name? hanna
Brothers/sisters? ella/sydney/bella, oh and alan hahaha
What time is it? 4.03pm
Why are you doing this survey now? cos i'm waiting for a call
What time to you wish it was? 7:03:34
What's the best sitcom ever made: little britain. and full house
Favorite things to steal from a hotel room: soap. and wallpaper.
Have allergies? nope
If you stay up too late, what is the typical reason? can't sleep
Mostly A's, mostly B's, mostly C's or mostly D's? B's
Favorite color to wear: black is good to work with
Shoe size: 8 1/2
How often do you check your email? never
Friends with cheerleaders, hated cheerleaders, was a cheerleader? i don't "hate" cheerleaders, except the Riverview ones suck at cheerleading. they're all pretty annoying except kristin d.
Favorite pasta shape: macaroni dawgs
A shape you wish they made pasta in: pallendrome
If you could have a t-shirt made to say anything you wanted what would it say? "everything is bigger in britain"
Ever dyed your hair? hahaha...yes.
Ever permed your hair? nope.
Do you love to dress up or do you hate it? uh, ok.
What's the view out the nearest window? a shitty house
How is the weather outside? sunny
How do you wish it was? like it is
Did OJ Simpson do it? do what?
If you could be with anyone right now, who would it be? in between luke and sean c.
Favorite vacation you ever took: greece
How do you feel about camping? never been
do you hate anybody right now? trying not to and succeeding
where do you see yourself in ten years time? probably dead
are you talking to anybody now? um yeah...alan my bro.
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May. 4th, 2005 @ 08:53 pm it seems like you knew me/you looked right through me
Current Mood: anxiousalone again, naturally
Current Music: "Magic Man"-Heart

Cecilia's diary is written dreams


"some call me an enchanter, others call me...Tim"-Matt
i refuse to watch 'the notebook', despite what carli says.
thai dancing tommorrow...yeahhhhh hahaha
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May. 2nd, 2005 @ 08:51 pm i'm a high-school lover/and you're my favourite flavor/you're my playground love
Current Mood: anxiousalone again, naturally
Current Music: "Playground Love"-Air

Dear Shakespere

I would like to say that if you were still alive, and if by chance i were to see you drowing in a pond, i would not save you.  Instead I would drag you out, kick you in the kidneys, pull your hair and then spit on your upturned face. Then i would throw you back in, and take great satisfaction in watching your last moments. Not because i am a person with a violent disposition, no, far from it: i am a lover, not a fighter. i would do this for the countless scores of adolescents over the years, spending precious time trying to decipher your works. 

IF YOU WEREN'T ALREADY DEAD, I'D KILL YOU MYSELF. I KNOW WHERE YOU LIVE, MUTHAFUCKER.

then i would dance on your grave, wearing a Burger King Crown and a kimono.

your biggest fan

hanna

XXX

sometimes you're so bored you want to frigging die.

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Apr. 30th, 2005 @ 10:25 pm Left unattended, what do we do/what do we do?
Current Mood: numbalone again, naturally
Current Music: "Alone Again, Naturally"-Gilbert O'Sullivan
in a little while from now,
if I'm not feeling any less sour
i promised myself, to treat myself
and visit a nearby tower
and climbing to the top
would throw myself off
in an effort to, make clear to whoever
what it's like when your shattered
left standing in a lurch
like in a church with people saying:
my God, that's tough, he stood her up
no point in us remaining...
i may as well go home
as I did on my own
alone again, naturally.

to think that only yesterday,
i was cheerful, bright and gay
looking forward to, and who wouldn’t do
the role I was about to play
but as if to knock me down
reality came around
and without so much as a mere touch
cut me into little pieces
leaving me to doubt,
all about God and His mercy
oh, if He really does exist,
why did He desert me?
and in my hour of need
i truly am, indeed
alone again, naturally.

now looking back over the years
and whatever else that appears
i remember I cried when my father died
never wishing to hide the tears
at sixty-five years old
my mother, God rest her soul
couldn’t understand why the only man
she had ever loved had been taken
leaving her to start, with a heart so badly broken
despite encouragement from me
no words were ever spoken
and when she passed away
i cried and cried all day
alone again, naturally
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Apr. 27th, 2005 @ 07:49 pm i love you just the way you are/does anybody love the way they are?
Current Mood: worriedalone
Current Music: "Stars"-The Cranberries
iwantapony66: america is poopy
Riverview58: y
iwantapony66: the eagle
iwantapony66: your mascot
iwantapony66: its pretty ugly
Riverview58: ok
iwantapony66: didnt mean to offend if you are a lover of bald birds
iwantapony66: but it is true
Riverview58: its not really bald
iwantapony66: really
Riverview58: yeah
Riverview58: it just has wite feathers on its head unlike the rest of brown feathers on its body
iwantapony66: hahaha
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